a session with chat

God! how I miss our home. Hell week is here!!!I am burned into ashes…damn!!seems like I cannot surpass this turmoil…there are a lot of things to do papers, exams, activities…haaaaaaayyyy!!…God please help me overcome these tasks given to me…I am tired to death!!!my brain is not functioning the way it should…my body is not at the best condition..I miss my mothers’ hug…I know she’s the only person that can ease the pain away…Chilling at night, high temperature, headache, colds, cough…Oh! my…this is serious..I miss how my mom cuddles me until my chilling is gone…she is always there to monitor my condition, give me medicine and wait until my condition is fine..but now, I cannot do anything but to attend to myself…no one to do the task of my mother for me…I felt that my condition might get worse as time goes by..cannot help myself blamming my body for being not at the right condition…I need more will to wake up early and face the tasks I am supposed to do..I cannot afford to miss a class meeting, for it might be a crucial thing that can help me in my further tasks…I am missing the the way my mother prepares for my food in times that I am sick…I guess this is the cost for studying at a place much further from our home…20hrs ride is not a joke, I tell you…Baguio-Bulan is such a loooooonnng ride…what the heck!!!I want to go HOOOOOMMMMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

My God!!what a hectic sched ahead of me…the end of this semester is fast approaching..hehe!!!happy to know that I will be HOME at last!!!..missing my family and other people close to my heart..;)..but of course i have to deal with a bunch of paper works before that happens!!!..hhhaaaaaaayyy!!!!I want the comfort of our abode..

…hehehe!!!sana matupad ang plano kong makapagtapos ngayong darating na summer…kung bakit ako nahuli sa pagsishift na ginawa ko lang last year,,hindi ko mawari…marahil ayoko ko lang talagang gumawa ng desisyon na maaari kong pagsisihan sa bandang huli…akala ko kailangan kong magaral until next year…sana wag naman…gusto ko nang makapagtapos at gawin ang mga bagay na kailangan kong harapin bilang isang taong may mga responsibilidad sa mundong aking ginagalawan…ang magtapos ng mas maaga sa inaasahan ng aking pamilya ay maituturing ko nang isang regalo para sa kanila at higit sa lahat para sa aking sarili…nakakalungkot na kinailangan kong mamalagi ng mas mahabang panahon sa kolehiyo pero ginawa ko ang kung anong sa tingin ko ang dapat…salamat na lamang at ginabayan ako ng Poong Maykapal…sa bawat desisyon ay madaming posibleng mangyari at nawa’y sa mga ginawa at gagawin kong mga desisyon ay hindi ito magdulot ng pasakit sa ibang tao…wala akong pakialam kung ako ang dapat pumasan ng mga pasakit dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na kakayanin ko ang mga iyon sa tulong ng Dakilang Maykapal…ako’y nananalnagin na umayon sa aking mga plano ang bawat araw na darating…-_-